I am out of sorts. There’s no good reason for it – I just can’t decide what I want. No, it’s more like I have reasons not to do what I want, and I’m going to stick to them, and because sticking to them is annoying me (because I’m not doing what I want), I want to stick to them MORE because I shouldn’t be swayed just because the things I decided are annoying to me right this second. I am not at the mercy of my whims! Or my mood.
I’m going to scramble some eggs and read my book until the band starts rehearsing and then I’ll put on headphones and switch to a movie and it will be nice and relaxing. BECAUSE I SAID SO.
And I am in charge.
(I think I should hurry the eggs up. I might be hangry.)